Hi...

Work has been hectic nowadays. Doing accounts ryte now. And i've been going to client's place at Telok Blangah House on and off since the last 2 wks.. and im still not done with the accounts. quite complicated as some are not been indicated as whether paid or not and the cheque no. as well.. now doing the bank recon and i really need to check and organise the accounts.. mm.. a lil bit of stress, to finish it soon.

Relationship wise has been good. Bonding has been great. Spending time with the collegues for breakfast last Sunday @ Airport for Popeye's and some shopping. Visited the parents-in-law last Saturday. And had a great time n dinner with the ITE babes.. It was nice.. Looking forward for the next gathering.. i need some fun.. hahaha.. =)

I really need some rest after a tiring day of work. Random pics will be posted.

Update soon ya..

Take care friends. Love you! =p

I found out this is my 40th post.. hehehe... ape ape aje..



Okie okie the KL-Melaka trip was superb. Lotsa fun... despite not being able to call family and the fiance.. but i still took any chance to tell them im fine there. Firstly, when we reached Lanson's Place, the hotel in KL at ard 2pm.. we were told that our rms.. basically 2 rooms... were not ready yet. and only 1 will be ready after an hour later. so... since the rooms should be ready by then, they gave us the complimentary compensation to use the internet access room located at the lobby area. so then i web sms my bro to pass my msg to my mum and dear that i've reached safely.

Just a brief of the activities:-

Day 1: After putting our luggages to the rms, we headed to the revolving restaurant in Menara KL for 'High Tea'. It was supposed to be a high tea booked and confirmed by my boss. But it ended to be the normal dining in. Mm but its ok.. The revolving restaurant was cool. Had nice food, nice view, nice landscape.... soo nice.... hee.. and the day ended with a shopping at Petaling Street.. where i bought some gifts for mum, fiance and bro. A nice bargaining experience! =) And soooo nice hotel... I wish my house to be that way! Haha.. or even honeymoon pun bole lah! hahaha..

Day 2: Had morning breakfast in the hotel cafe and a day of Sunway Lagoon...! Since long i din hv a splash in the pool. Hee.. Had window shopping and stroll at Sunway Pyramid and the day ended with a nice fulfilling dinner @ the nasi kandar restaurant (cant remember the name).

Day 3: Morning breakfast at cafe. Pack up for Melaka.. Reached the hotel. Walking session @ the historical site cum shopping. Lunch cum dinner @ the seafood restaurant.. layed on top of the sea. This was the most fulfilling meal i had. I can feel my stomach bloated. hehehe... Ikan bakar, fried prawns, sotongs. ketams... clams.. all the seafoods. Back to hotel for a short rest. Then short shopping spree @ Jonker's Walk before we ended the day. Got wallets for dad and fiance. Got custom made love keychains with our names for myself and him. i like... =)

Day 4: Breakfast at hotel. Pack up to go home. Dropped by @ Ayer Hitam for lunch @ Mary Brown and 20 mins quick window shopping.. And off back to Singapore. Reached @ ard 4pm.

Basically what we do during the trip is to shop, shop n shop. Hehehe... That's abt it. Pics will be posted on the nxt entry when im free k. Anw, its not inside my laptop. It's at my work comp.

Today, took leave to go to HDB with fiance to look at the showflat, Punggol Regalia BTO.. we applied for the flat and see how the results goes.. on Feb. Hopefully ya...

Planning starts. Insya Allah nxt yr will be the year. =)

Bed time! Gd nyte! =)

Today was fun... =)

Spending time with the fiance... meeting up with the lovely babes and partners for bowling session @ Marina.. So long since the last time i played which i remember was with him @ Safra Tamp before we went to the beach 1-2 yrs ago. Heee... It was so fun.. Hope to hv another more session ya.. =)

Oh ya .. watched Bedtime Stories @ Marina GV with love before meeting up the babes @ PizzaHut... movie was very funny and goooddd..... It's reallly worth your money to watch... really.. Firstly we planned to watch Transporter 3 but the timing was very late @ 4+ which I need to meet them. Then we thot of watching IP Man but then ended up watching Bedtime Stories... but gd we never regret. It's WORTH it... Worth your time and money! =)

Oklah getting sleepy. Thank you to Dib n Zila for the gift again.

Lastly.. I wanna say.. today is 29.12.2008...

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ENGAGEMENT SAYANG!

Hee... Nyte! Oh wait to friend Shahir.. Gd luck for 29.12.2008 too.. hehhee.. Be happy and u better be confident ok. Hv fun ya!

Hi.. Hello... Evening! =)

Abt 3 wks of leaving this blog.. so frens here's an update from me.

Well, i sounded that im fine rite. Yes I am here. I'm doing fine here, and just put aside all those unsight bad things that happened for the past few wks. As i move on and experiencing all this, I realised and I've learned how to be strong slowly. It's true its hard to control the feelings if you are totally deeply hurt, but I guess keeping myself happy, being a happy person, making ppl happy, just being myself outspoken and enjoy being with collegues, family and friends, is a very one good therapy. I've done it, I am now more able to control myself. Syukur alhamdulillah. And i have to thank my friends, my collegues and not to forget my bro for being here for me when i need them and giving advices where i needed the most. Thank you friends! i love you! =)

And thank you too to those who wished for my bday and all the gifts... I love it! Thanks to my besties Sikin, Rod for the gifts and Dib, my bro and gf for the well-wished hp chain(it's nice), my collegues Kak Siti, Ilah, Zimah and Aisyah for the blue denim hand bag and the minney mouse mug (it's cute, pinkie pinkie hehe).. Nadiah for the nice chilling out and ice-cream session at Bedok Resevoir yesterday. thanks for the ice-cream treat ya. =) thank you thank you.

My biggest smile today is this....

Tired face of him after work. Well, im just happy being with him today. Thank you to him for making it this time to meet me at my place today. I would literally say that it's enuff but I would honestly say that I din hv enuff of him coz I was missing him very very very much. So im so looking forward for our nxt date soon.. =) To dearest, I love you very much ok.

Oh my, I've been addicted to Fiq's song - Tiga Malam Tanpa Bintang. Cant stop listening to it again and again. Hee...

Ok till then.. take care!

Endure is what i must do now. BE STRONG!

Those 'WORDS'... really hurts. Never been gone thru this hard in my life.

Those words really hurts and i keep bleeding... :'(



~Im gonna smile and make you think im happy!

My life isnt good these days.. Im just depressed. In fact, im to be blame on it. But what's done is done. It's a mistake and learn from it. Coz afterall you dun wanna lose anything that u wish and love for. I regretted... Really regretted... :(

And im just pissed off with someone... I just dislike people who somehow in a way 'force' me by giving me the 'frust tone' or the 'pity tone' to get what they wants. If people really cant help you or they wish not to do something, than its their own right. You dun need to be angry or to put a sad face just to get the attention and make the person as if he/she is bad... that they can't.. If that's the case, then you're just taking them for granted.... Haiz...

For now, I just need my love to be ard.. I really miss him so much.. Its been a wk.. N i hope everything's gonna be fine after this. Really hoping... I admit engagement life is not that easy. This is some of the hard times that I din expect to go thru... but I have to strongly.. but surely more challenges to come. I look forward to meet him soon when he's off.

Pray for me that everything's gonna be fine.

Just met love just now after work. Since we were talking on the phone and him being outside, at the bike shop, surveying on something at kaki bukit, so tot of meeting up. so poor guy need to wait for me under my block.. for like half an hour.. that's not long of a waiting time ryte? hee.. =)
bought food from the nearby coffee shop and we ate under the block.. normal routine.. chit-chatting and enjoying the good moments together after quite a long tyme.. mmm... im happy. =) thanks sayang..

Ooohh.... im just soooo looking forward for the company trip to KL-Melaka on Jan 09... 4days 3 nights... weee.. im soo excited... never been used to travel far. mum is not keen of travelling.. and she also disapprove me to travel with my friends.. so yeaps.. never get the opportunity to travel and explore.. so yeah.. itinerary for the trip was discussed during staff meeting just now. basically there's 2 options.. first option - all the way KL.. second option - first 2 days, KL and the third day will be Melaka.. so finally all of us choose the second option since most of us never gone to Melaka before.. main event will be shopping.. Petaling Street, KLCC.. the 'UFO', Sunway Lagoon, etc... historical landmarks, Jonkers at Melaka....

We're soo looking forward for countdown 09.. Hehe... yeah!